To be honest I was super worried about classes starting a week ago. I was worried that I would turn out to not be nearly as smart as everyone expected me to be. I've always been one of the smartest people in my small school and I was worried that because I didn't have to try as hard in high school college would chew me up and spit me out like it does with so many people. If I do well here I'll be the first of my siblings to graduate from a four year university and that will be very exciting but there's always that little voice in the back of my head that tells me that I'm not good enough.
However, after completing the first week I did much better than I thought. I really like most of my classes. My math class is super hard and I had to drop a smaller class so I could focus on the larger classes better. I'm surprised how much I'm actually able to handle too because I'm normally easily overwhelmed but I haven't been too stressed yet.
So I suppose if anyone else is super worried about school just keep in mind that you really can handle this. Just keep in mind why you came and always remember how bright you really are and when that little voice talks to you just tell it to shut up and leave you alone because you are smart and strong!
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